Teja is Fantastic

i've had a hell of a month.
my little goat fiona had to be laid to rest on monday in my arms at UF. i'm devastated. utterly heart broken.
i am thankful for the pets i have to keep me going. its been such a struggle. i forget who once told me that anatolians gave the best "hugs".....but they do. teja seems to know when i'm at my worse. she comes over and nudges her head under my arms to get (give?) a hug.
i just wanted to update on how teja is. she's great. i'm not. i will post more when i can. right now....i'm just working on very minium things that need to be done. spending a lot of time with Joy (the little goat Fiona left behind) who is as heart broken as i am. teja is wonderful. she just lays nearby, but doesn't "intrude". that Jacks are "needy" and don't understand. but they get bored of my moping with Joy and go check out other things. honestly, i think teja is mourning some too. or picking up on my mourning. i don't know. but i wanted to update on her.